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You know how everyone is fucked up in the head because of something that happened in their past?
Well, I’m in a stage where I’m starting to see my deepest flaws. I can now see what caused me to push people away, why I don’t express enough appreciation towards others (when deep inside I appreciate them so much), why my relationships don’t last very long and how I have these random and unnoticed tendencies to mentally and emotionally abuse the ones I love.

The doors are slowly opening and are unveiling truths I’ve been searching for for many years… Like a climax to a movie.

..and I’ve realized this is the beginning of an emotional ride where I’m slowly learning how to truly love and show compassion towards others and, most importantly, myself.

It is a weird (but enlightening) stage in my life.

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Pee Em Es

Everything seems slightly more irritating and my senses seem more alert than usual. I plead my emotions don’t take over me.

Please… DESENSITIZE.

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awfulbanter:

Opinions are like orgasms, most girls aren’t taught that it is okay to have their own and are only expected to further men’s.

(Source: awfulhappy, via karonhiake)

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dstod:

i asked my dad if this picture summed up parenting and he nodded 

dstod:

i asked my dad if this picture summed up parenting and he nodded 

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“Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.”
“Take care of your employees and they will take care of you” was one of my mantras. Caring about and for your employees is a necessary foundation for empowering them. Many employees have stressful home lives. It makes an enormous difference to their productivity if work is actually a haven away from their problems at home.

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I Don’t Trust You by Natalie Chalmers

I don’t trust you.
I relieve you of all burden to meet my expectations.
To be anyone I need you to be in order to feel safe.
I don’t trust you and I don’t expect you to trust me.
I relieve myself of all burden to be who you think I am.

And I open my heart as wide as I feel I can.
And that part of me still behind the curtain of
old paradigm beliefs and thoughts
looks to see if you have too.

And I feel happy when I think you have.
And sad when I think you haven’t.
And I tremble with anxiety when I think I have and you haven’t.

And then I remember.
I don’t trust you.
I don’t need to trust you.
My heart is not a fragile thing made of glass.
It is strong beyond all knowing.
It can open wide enough for the whole world to flow through it.
And it takes nothing from me, even when I give it all.

Because Love flows through my heart.
A stream of energy that I can’t keep.
Can’t hold tight onto it.
It moves
Emotion.
Energy in motion.

And every break it has ever had
has only been there to tear it wider.
To open it more.
To expand it so that even more Love can flow through it.

I don’t trust you.
I relieve you of the burden to approve of me,
because I am already Accepted.
I relieve you of the burden to love me,
because I am already Loved.
But I invite you in to share my love.
Share in my sharing.
To play with this flow that bounces between people
As they wax and wane in connection.

I don’t trust you and you needn’t trust me.
Only share what is True for you
And I will do the same.

I don’t trust you.
But I trust myself wholly
to be able to handle anything that
Life can ever bring to me.

Anything.
Through anyone.

Even you.

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narcimallows:

smile and clap along
have a sudden fit of coughing so you can awkwardly hide your face in your hands
beat-box
scream “dis my jAM” and jump on the table to break-dance
sing amazing grace as loud as you possibly can until they stop singing to you
go up to the closest person singing and hug them until they stop. however long it takes. keep holding them until they feel uncomfortable. bonus points for humming in their ear
start a mosh pit
striptease

narcimallows:

  • smile and clap along
  • have a sudden fit of coughing so you can awkwardly hide your face in your hands
  • beat-box
  • scream “dis my jAM” and jump on the table to break-dance
  • sing amazing grace as loud as you possibly can until they stop singing to you
  • go up to the closest person singing and hug them until they stop. however long it takes. keep holding them until they feel uncomfortable. bonus points for humming in their ear
  • start a mosh pit
  • striptease

(Source: toueinc, via dutchster)

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(Source: 4gifs, via stuckinturtle-time)

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I’ve always marvelled at the smooth transitions of colour. It’s like someone stroking your eyeballs with silk.

(via stuckinturtle-time)

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I called off work for today. It felt like the best decision of life.